I’m It

QUE PASO?

It – All Of It – Just Isn’t Working … 

The It … being … Me.

“I Couldn’t Be Trusted With The Old Truth And The New Test.”

You’d think it would be a small task for mortals.

Being themselves, naturally.

Big Step Slip For My Kind.

Me – Not Ready – To Be Me, Again.

SAME OLD, SAME OLD

Has Gotten Real Old … 

Effort …  Disengaged.  Distant.  Closed.

Result …  Loss.  Failure.  Empty.

Expectations …  None, really.

“Now, That’s A Big, Fat Problem Right There, Mick.”

So, what’d I expect?

Alone inside, again.

Here I Am.

HONORING TRUTH

All The Way Through … 

Has never been easy for me.

“Like Squeezing Into An Ill-Fitted Suit Custom Tailored For Someone Else … Someone With Their Sh!t Perfectly ‘Cut & Stitched’ Together …”

I’m not even sure I know what My Truth looks like.

What with all the Self Deceit fogging the mirror of Hypocrisy, Delusion and Denial.

Revelations Hurt, My Old Friend.

Why they’re so good.

EPIPHANY REDUX

I’m Going Back … 

To where this journey started.

Scratch that … It was a couple journey’s ago.

The Long Path back to Epiphany #1.

The First of a Trifecta.

STUMBLE.  FALL.  FAIL.

When God Tapped Me …  

Lifted the fog.

Let the Sun Shine.

With a Divine Message:

Why Am I Here?

And, Divine Love:

What Am I Going To Do About It?

NOT MY TIME

I Copped A Cheap Plea …   

For everything.

Pathetic, really.

“Lies – Bloody Lies – I Tell Myself … “

No one else believes them.

So, Why Do I?

Fool.

Okay, there’s work to be done.

In Me.

EMOTIONAL MULTITASKING

Not My Best Life Skill … 

Chaos – Life’s Default Destination of Funked Down – needs a makeover structural rebuild.

Behavioral DNA Purging is what I need.

“Inevitably I’ll Get Where I’m Going … “

Avoidance and Procrastination.

Idling in Limbo.

Where I’ve been hanging out.

THE RIGHT PATH

Is There Only One?

Under my feet …

Beyond my reach?

Feet Hurting From Walking In A Circuitous Path To Oblivion.

HOME

In My Soul.

Heart be smart.

What’re You Doing?

Trusting Ego.

POST REALITY CHECK

Self Quiz:

  1. Must I Complicate Everything?
  2. Can’t Truth And I Just Get Along For Once?
  3. When’s This Nonsense Going To Stop?

Time Out, Bud … 

Cheat Sheet:

  1. No.
  2. Yes.
  3. Now.

Get It Together.

 

Photo by Joey Kyber

 

 

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